No matter where I go, who I'm with, it just doesn't feel right when I'm there.

I put the word bad in quotes because everything is subjective and clarified in time. As of right now tho, this week has been FUCKED. I had this feeling on sunday that this was gonna be a shit week. I'm not sure why, or what prompted this notion in my head, but somehow i just knew.

Anyways, I just started school like 2 weeks ago for the first time in like 10 years., the job market kinda dried up for me and decided to get back into school to pursue a degree. The industry i'm in (or was) basically used me, until i decided for myself that i wasn't going to be taken advantage of. I stopped taking bullshit from management and stood up for myself instead of just accepting fault for other's mistakes. Tuesday, i got a call asking if i wanted to work on thursday (yesterday). events are as follows:

• monday and tuesday i keep myself busy w homework (its a lot since im taking 4 classes [math, chem, physics, and CAD])
• tuesday get a call from a friend asking if i want to work. says its a 12 hr shift but unlikely we will work 12 (working 8, realistically)
• wednesday seemed like the only good or normal day
• thursday i am on my way to work and bus breaks down. i call an uber which ended up costing me around $85
• get to work and realize there isnt really a set game plan as to what needs to be done.
• at abt hr 9 or 10, my coworker ssaid he knew we were working 12s but told me we werent likely to, in order to have me go in and help. (had i known, i wouldve refused work)
• throughout the day, my schedule gets switched around several times leaving me to work the full 12 .
• at hr 11 or so, i begin to rush. not only did i have my dog at home who needed to be let out and fed, but i had homework to do, i had a physics lab due, a math quiz due, and a chemistry quiz due.
• hour 11:40 comes and i was about to drop off the company vehicle, the place i was told to leave it was locked and nobody had a code to get into the lot. On top of all this, my phone had been dying all day, and was now at 5% or so. I called my coworker to let him know of the access issue and reminded him yet again my phone was going to die.
• hour 12 comes and he calls me back stating to drop the truck off at one of the manager's house.... there are several reasons i was upset by this, and i'll list them below:

1. the train station to go back home was about a mile from the scheduled place to leave the vehicle, and i was being told to leave the vehicle 4 miles further away.
2. phone was practically dead
3. lack of organization
4. im already past my 12 hrs
5. my dog
6. my classes

At this point im on the phone w my coworker who is sending me the address to the managers house.. i tell him id make my way that way, but if my phone dies i will just be heading home.

well, it was about a 12 minute drive to the manager's house and 5 minutes in, my phone dies. I bring the vehicle home and let my friend know once i get back.
He in turn gets bothered by this and tells me i screwed up and made him look a certain way with management, etc..

I ended up falling asleep doing my homework, which meant NOTHING was submitted and basically missed everything yesterday.

I wake up this morning and everything seems off. I feel very defensive and snappy, my patience is inexistent. Feels like im watching everything that im attempting crash and burn. sorry for the long post but anyone else ever feel this way?
what techniques do you use to overcome chains of events?

TLDR; been a week of shitty chain of events, how can i overcome myself, my thoughts, and get back to the positivity/ certainty i had just last week?

Girl in the bg is Mayaka Ibara btw.