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💢Off My Chest/Journal Post I cant trust god anymore.

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u/Yellowcup508 user knows someone with bpd 1d ago edited 1d ago

this is kind of interesting to me because the other day while i was at the laundrymat i had some thoughts within myself about god freedom and love and sort of the question of Is freedom Higher than love?

i wrote it in a journal someplace let me go find it before i hit the post button

here it is i found it

to me mirrors reflect into themselves so then he becomes as a mirror reflecting into itself endlessly

Also me to me a thought which came to me if god gave mankind free will if we were given free will but we were not given love does that imply that freedom is higher than love? or are they somehow the same thing? like i dont think i really fully have the awnser but it's a question and i'm sort of like i don't know just kind of staring off into space sort of pondering this idea

i wills hare this also.. i knew a woman once over a decade ago.. i still remeber sitting there listening to her speak in my apartment

it was kinda that i dont remeber if she said it was in dreams or some meorys she had it within herself its a long time ago but what i do remebr what she said was kinda that she remeeber from some place before she was here when she was there with god and before this life that god said what kind of a life do u wonna have kinda thing and that she choose saying i want the life which me lead me back to you back to god and.. her life.. was not easy it was a painful one suffering but i dunno she in what she told me just asked for the life that would bring her back to god not a easy life but the one that would lead her back

i dunno its just 1 thing my own random thought i had last week at the laundrymat and a sotry or moment convo that i dont fully remeber all details of of someone elses thoughts of a person who i wont forget and who i used to know them