r/BPD • u/HistoricalInjury9754 • 18h ago

❓Question Post Do you ever feel like poison?

Do you ever feel like poison? Like everything you touch becomes infected with your “badness”? I feel that way whether it be relationship, friendship, or something that I get involved with. I feel like I destroy everything around me, almost like the universe is working against me no matter what I do. And I really don’t know what to do about it. I think I must’ve done something really bad in this life or a past life.

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u/idespisemyhondacrv user knows someone with bpd 17h ago

I don’t even have BPD but j 1000% feel this. How do I get diagnosed lol

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u/Responsible-Round452 17h ago

Admit yourself

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u/idespisemyhondacrv user knows someone with bpd 16h ago

To a ward???? Absolutely not

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u/80sblackguy user has bpd 16h ago

Best way to do it :/

It's one of the most serious personality disorders someone can have, so it takes a lot to get a diagnosis

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u/idespisemyhondacrv user knows someone with bpd 16h ago

Fuuuuuck I cannot afford to do that lol, I guess I’ll just not get diagnosed