r/BPD • u/Prudent-Slide-8244 • 16h ago

❓Question Post I am nothing

Im 20 f Currently, I am at work on my 30 minute break. I just took a box cutter to my wrist, but it’s so dual it didn’t even do anything, I feel like I am nothing. I am no one. Feel like I’m in a simulation. I feel so unheard by everyone around me I feel as though I was meant to not be here , I lost myself and idk when

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u/01_Pleiades user has bpd 15h ago edited 14h ago

I feel the same often especially since I was a rape baby so I understand completely but please do not hurt yourself, it won’t make the pain go away and it won’t make you feel better about your own existence later. It will eventually cause you to hate yourself even more, and you need to know now that you’re not broken. In pain and alone and that’s okay, go lay in the grass once you’re off and stare at the sky for a little while, eventually it will help calm you.