r/EasternCatholic • u/7ofSwordsAndHearts • 10h ago
General Eastern Catholicism Question I'm interested in Eastern Catholicism, but practically speaking it's not in the cards for me. What should I do?
TLDR at the end.
I am an (admittedly still learning) Roman Catholic. So this all started a while ago, while I was meditating on John 17:22-23. I had a sudden realization which shook me to my core and left me in a bit of a daze. To sum it up for your convenience, the topic of my realization has a name already. "Theosis." I had discovered theosis through prayer, without really knowing about it earlier. Imagine my shock when I learned! Moved by this, I began reading and praying as much as a could on the subject. I also began reading the Church Fathers, since a lot of the stuff I was finding was siting them, and I fell in love almost immediately with everything I came across.
Learning about both theosis and patristics has put so much of the Gospel into place for me and I feel I can no longer comprehend the Gospel without them. It feels like I'm a fish that has discovered he lives in water. I want to continue down this way of thinking and understanding, and, more to the point, I want to be part of a community that focuses on these topics along with me, since both the topic of theosis and patristics seem to be tragically underplayed and obscured in the Latin Rite right now, my parish included. From what I can find, these things are more emphasized in Eastern Christianity, which I where I'm looking now.
Here's the problem. 1, I do not want to leave Catholicism, since I feel I'd be losing something of massive importance if I do. (If I did want to leave though, there would be no problems, so I felt the need to mention this one.) 2, There is ONE Eastern Catholic parish in my state (a small Maronite parish, and trust me, I checked multiple times) and, for personal reasons I do not want to get into, I don't want to be part this one. (Nothing against the Maronites in particular though, no worries. Sorry for being vague on this.)
In short, there are no parishes I'm willing to be a part of in my state that are Eastern Catholic, but I really want to be part of one for the sake of my prayer life and studies. So, what should I do? Is there anything you guys would recommend for me or advice I should hear?
TL:DR: Theosis and Patristics are great boons for me, and I want more of it in my life and worship, but there's so few options for me parish wise I'm feeling a little lost.