I so desperately want to be someone’s lap dog. I hate it so much, having to think all the time, and having my own decisions just make my life worse, make others hate me more. I can’t be bothered to put in the time and effort to try and succeed anymore. It’s too much for me. Call me a loser, I don’t care. I just want to be loved unconditionally. I want to be mommy’s sweet little cuddle-bug. I wanna be a good puppy who gets to snuggle with his owner all day and get scratchies. I want to be held at night as a reminder that I’m worth something to someone and that I’ll be safe in someone’s arms. I could say that I want a motherly, dominant girlfriend, but that wouldn’t matter because no woman would ever want me. I mean, I don’t even have friends and live in constant paranoia that people are laughing at me behind my back, so I guess I can see why no one likes me. I just can’t live in a world where being a lap dog isn’t my reality. I don’t want to live in a world where it’s not my reality.

I'm not sure if the profile in the video is the OP or not.

and kaworu's birthday :D

Also this is a reupload/re-edit, so it’s hot out of the CapCut Oven, so don’t burn yourself.

Another reason to hate Gendo in the main canon.

(Also Kaworu gets to live long enough now to meet Asuka, she woke up eventually)

Can’t find anymore Feliz Jueves pictures of Asuka.