Im wary of posting and feel out of my depth, I tend to ramble, sorry, but I’m just looking for basic insight. I’m 45f and switching careers. Well it sounds weird saying that bc I’ve never really had much of a career or long term development in one. I’ve been a shut-in my entire adult life. I’m autistic, and am only just in the last few years really believing and accepting things about myself, like I like the idea of working, but the reality is a different story.
I dropped out of school for the first time in middle school. I did not know why. I just felt sick and hated being there. Now 30 years later, I’m fully aware of why, but not until I finally finished my degree at 43 and taught for a year. Worst experience of my life. Worse than being on the student side. Horrible. School is the absolute worst. I’m crying just thinking about it. I hated teaching and I’ve tried being a substitute for a minute but that’s just as bad somehow.
Anyway enough about my personal background. I got my entire bachelors degree only to not be able to use it. I have got to have a job. I’ve explored so many things. I realllllly want to be a nurse, but I know now that that’s no more in my wheelhouse than teaching for similar reasons. I thought about medical coding. Maybe. Haven’t ruled it out.
My brother is has been encouraging me for a couple years now to go into IT. He is wrapping up a CompTIA A+ (I don’t know specifics) program at a community college. I was hesitant bc I don’t feel like my brain is wired right or if a career in that would be any better for me. I did basic html back in the blogging days (just for my own personal enjoyment) and I actually enjoyed that but I don’t know if that is any insight into anything else.
Idk I’m sure no one can really tell me what I am or am not capable of in 4 or 5 paragraphs. I’m just hoping for insight. Is it a relatively quiet or peaceful or minimal crises/people type of thing?
EDIT: I forgot the most important question I had. He told me to start doing projects etc, but it just feels too abstract and felt like maybe I should go to school for it, like a 6 month certification type thing to get started. Anyway that’s all.