Why did this happen? Could be anything from a shitty supply of cocaine (most of it is garbage), brain chemistry changes, your break up or you are just coming down quickly. My guess is shit drugs and you building a tolerance.
I'm a cocaine addict in recovery and buddy let me tell you you need to quit while you are ahead. First, your brain is still developing and this has got to be quite possibly the worst thing to put into your developing system. Meth is probably #1 and my coke use got so expensive at times I would switch to meth. If you told me 10 year ago I would be a coke/meth head I would have laughed at you. Demoralization is a progressive issue but it hits quick.
You are creating and reinforcing terrible neuronal pathways that are going to make things like impulse control an issue down the line. Trust me on this, you are permanently damaging your brain and cognition for life. Brains can heal but the process is absolutely one of the most difficult things I've ever had to endure.
I used to smoke weed heavily from 15 to 25 or so and at 35 I wish I never touched it at least until I was 25. It induced an anxiety disorder in me that has controlled so much of my well-being. And that's just weed. Cocaine is just so much more intense.
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u/Tv_land_man 1d ago
Why did this happen? Could be anything from a shitty supply of cocaine (most of it is garbage), brain chemistry changes, your break up or you are just coming down quickly. My guess is shit drugs and you building a tolerance.
I'm a cocaine addict in recovery and buddy let me tell you you need to quit while you are ahead. First, your brain is still developing and this has got to be quite possibly the worst thing to put into your developing system. Meth is probably #1 and my coke use got so expensive at times I would switch to meth. If you told me 10 year ago I would be a coke/meth head I would have laughed at you. Demoralization is a progressive issue but it hits quick.
You are creating and reinforcing terrible neuronal pathways that are going to make things like impulse control an issue down the line. Trust me on this, you are permanently damaging your brain and cognition for life. Brains can heal but the process is absolutely one of the most difficult things I've ever had to endure.
I used to smoke weed heavily from 15 to 25 or so and at 35 I wish I never touched it at least until I was 25. It induced an anxiety disorder in me that has controlled so much of my well-being. And that's just weed. Cocaine is just so much more intense.