Hi everybody, I've just got my mri scan results for edometrial adenocarcinoma grade 1. As I'm having communication problems with my current gyn (Im trying to find a new one) and Im not going to see him anyway until the end of Agust (the first meeting of the oncoteam), I thought I might ask you about the stuff I cant make out.
So, the results are mixed. It says I dont have abdominal fluid built up, my bowel, bladder and cervix seem intact, also my right ovary and the outer lining of the uterus seems intact. but there is a 3,2 cm long "atypical ingrown cyst like " something (Im trying to translate from my native language) on my left ovary which the radiologist found suspicious for being cancerous. two gyns examined me before with transvaginal ultrasound, one was very precise and took a long time to look well at everything. they both said my ovaries are normal. but how could the ultrasound not see sg that is literally bigger than my ovary? It didnt come as a surprise though. Around the time my ec got worse (I didnt know it was cancer then), about 2-3 month ago I began to feel pain when I pressed my tummy around the left ovary, I even asked myself what could this be? I know no one can answer this question until the hysterectomy and the pathological report, but honestly, it made me totally depressed. Is it a metastasis? Or do I have ovarian cancer too? Also, after injenting the contrast matetial, the radiologist indicated that quite a lot of small sized lymph nodes were seen around my uterus. So, has it spread to lymph nodes already? The initial biopsy said there is no sign for such invasion. It probably spread to the myometrium (as Im trying to interpret the results), but it was no surprise, the precise doctor saw it on the ultrasound and told me.
It took me so much time and effort to be in ok mood again after recieving my diagnosis 2 weeks ago, I've done so many meditations, visualisations, mindfullness practices, journaling, being grateful and now it all collapses again. I feel like I either have two cancers, or the one I have has spread which puts me in stage 3 or 4, or maybe the two have spead. I just feel like hiding and crying.
Thank you for letting me write this and reach out to you! š