I so desperately want to be someone’s lap dog. I hate it so much, having to think all the time, and having my own decisions just make my life worse, make others hate me more. I can’t be bothered to put in the time and effort to try and succeed anymore. It’s too much for me. Call me a loser, I don’t care. I just want to be loved unconditionally. I want to be mommy’s sweet little cuddle-bug. I wanna be a good puppy who gets to snuggle with his owner all day and get scratchies. I want to be held at night as a reminder that I’m worth something to someone and that I’ll be safe in someone’s arms. I could say that I want a motherly, dominant girlfriend, but that wouldn’t matter because no woman would ever want me. I mean, I don’t even have friends and live in constant paranoia that people are laughing at me behind my back, so I guess I can see why no one likes me. I just can’t live in a world where being a lap dog isn’t my reality. I don’t want to live in a world where it’s not my reality.

I'm not sure if the profile in the video is the OP or not.

and kaworu's birthday :D

Also this is a reupload/re-edit, so it’s hot out of the CapCut Oven, so don’t burn yourself.

Drawstring bag for a CA cannabis company.