r/lastimages 1d ago

LOCAL The final photo of Heather Price Papayoti shows her looking over the Hoover Dam bypass bridge on January 16, 2014. Just moments later, she jumped over the railing and ended her own life.

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u/ManchuDemon 1d ago

I just looked it up. The drive from Tempe - where she got in the cab - to the dam would’ve taken her over 4 hours. 4 hours to reconsider, call someone, or text someone to maybe make her change her mind. She was determined to end her life that day. So sad.

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u/MoopsiePoopsie 1d ago

Thanks for doing the math for me. I was wondering that too, how long she had to change her mind. How awful. Mental pain is such a deep and difficult thing to escape sometimes.

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u/porksodaxx 23h ago

My best friend did something similar 2 years ago. Drove 2 hours from Albuquerque to Taos to jump off the Rio Grande Gorge Bridge. I wish he would’ve called me or anyone.

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u/OpheliaJade2382 14h ago

It does not help your pain but as someone who has been in that space, there is not much you could’ve said or done to change his mind. There’s a reason he didn’t call anyone. He was determined. I’m very sorry for your loss in such a tragic way

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u/RealSinnSage 8h ago

i’ve been to that bridge. there are telephones that connect directly to a suicide crisis line all over that bridge, and people have graffitied messages of support telling them not to jump, but that’s all you can do and people jump off it all the time. it’s terrifyingly tall.

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u/curiousbydesign 19h ago

My condolences.

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u/Traditional-Emu-6167 1h ago

Maybe she felt there was no one there. 💔 it must be pretty lonely going through this, even if she had a full room of people 💔 I hope she found peace, but sad for the people who have to live without her. I always wondered what if it gets better the next day but they'll never know.

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u/cletus72757 1d ago

Poor thing. Rode a cab 280 miles to jump from 900’ to ease the pain. Fuck depression.

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u/marytoodles 1d ago

Why that location??? 😭

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u/korok7mgte 1d ago

I mean, she got the results she was looking for? So I'm just guessing that's why. Same reason the Golden gate bridge has a trampoline. But I hear it's expensive to bounce on.

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u/CutsAPromo 1d ago

Expensive?  They get fined??

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u/proxyPhoenix 1d ago

I would assume they have to be rescued and must pay the fees for that. It makes sense, in the awful way our society works, as a "punishment" for wasting the time and resources of emergency services that could have been "better" used for other emergencies.

Again, just assuming, but assuming based on how our society works.

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u/HeyRiks 1d ago

The logic behind it is that emergency services usually save people either from criminals or accidents. They still treat suicidal people as actively choosing to cause public expenditure, like they're just prank calling 911. It's pretty sad.

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u/beansyboii 22h ago

This is not entirely true. EMS treats suicidal patients like other patients, they get taken to the hospital for acute stabilization just like everyone else does. Mental health emergencies are still emergencies that require treatment, just not medical treatment.

Yes, there are bad apples in EMS who feel these patients are a waste of time, but they aren’t treated like they’re prank calling 911.

Source: I work in healthcare, have worked in behavioral health too, and years ago I had a 911 operator beg me to stay on the line until someone got to me when I called for suicidal thoughts. She told me about her crochet projects and her cats while I cried so hard I couldn’t speak.

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u/HeyRiks 20h ago

You misunderstand. I know EMS treats suicidal patients with dignity. When I say "they" I mean the bean counters and even prosecutors, both of whom will slap a vulnerable person with restitution fees and/or criminal charges after an attempt.

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u/JasonBaconStrips 17h ago

One of the big reasons people kill themselves is because of crippling debt, so then someone tries to kill themselves to end the misery they have been putting up with, they then have their suicide thwarted, on top they then get put in more debt, what a beautiful system!

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u/proxyPhoenix 17h ago

It's intentional :) If we aren't productive enough, we aren't useful. Crippling debt keeps us under control and at the bottom, too busy to look up at what needs to change and be motivated to change it. Escape by any other means only fuels the top.

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u/JasonBaconStrips 17h ago

They can't make money off a dead person either

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u/proxyPhoenix 17h ago

They can! They can sell what assets and debt are left for profit :) Not to mention, someone has to pay cremate or bury you, including the cost of funeral affairs and estate probate.

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u/JasonBaconStrips 17h ago

You're right, but I guess keeping someone alive in that state makes more money?

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u/RealSinnSage 8h ago

it’s this-and that “netting” or trampoline is actually like thick ass metal steel cables, so it’s physically painful and difficult and expensive to rescue people from. but they work.

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u/StillPunky 8h ago edited 8h ago

It’s not just suicide attempts that have to pay. My 27 year old brother was killed in a one car accident. The car slid on black ice and struck a tree. The car caught fire and he was pinned inside. After he died, my dad received a bill from the city for over 12,000 dollars. That was for the volunteer fire department to assemble and come out to the scene to, basically, watch the car burn and eventually put it out. Then the tree needed to be cut down and removed and the vehicle removed and crushed. Then there was a charge for the burn marks to be washed off the road. This on top of having to bury him and purchase a grave and marker. It’s insanely painful, and so much more so when crushing debt comes with the loss.

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u/SprinkleBubble 7h ago

Why would your dad have to pay that? I assume you mean it came out of your brother’s estate?

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u/StillPunky 7h ago edited 7h ago

No. My brother didn’t have an estate. He didn’t own anything. He had no insurance. These costs are incurred by the city and need to be paid by the decedents next of kin. It isn’t uncommon. Someone has to pay for clean up of accidents and for the city workers, including fire, law enforcement and emergency personnel.

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u/SprinkleBubble 7h ago

Is this in the U.S.? What state? You cannot be held legally responsible for someone else’s debt. It’s their debt not yours. If your brother had no estate the city would be out of luck. Maybe they sent the bill hoping someone would pay but they had no case to collect in the event your dad refused.

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u/unwinagainstable 1d ago

Yes for rescue services

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u/BeniBin 1d ago

This country is fucked up. In France you would never get charged for having your life saved...

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u/akkari1990 1d ago

We europoors can not comprehend real freedom /s. I rather have free healthcare and physiologic aftercare in such a case though

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u/logicblocks 1d ago

But socialism is bad and you must have third world country healthcare /s

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u/suhkuhtuh 1d ago

There are places in the US where suicide was still illegal until 2019,

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u/Funneduck102 1d ago

Hey it could always be worse, I guess

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u/justk4y 1d ago

“Hey, glad you’re still alive, please stay with us. Oh yeah, now gib us money pls”

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u/Lazy-PeachPrincess 22h ago

Oh, but let’s just be super clear that there is NOTHING playful and bouncy about the net underneath the GG Bridge. It’s sturdy and meant to cause significant injury but not death. I guess the hope is that people will be too incapacitated to keep trying or will have the opportunity to change their mind before rescue arrives.

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u/RealSinnSage 8h ago

exactly it’s made of like braided steel it will fuck you up

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u/Sh0wMeUrKitties 1d ago

I feel bad for the cab driver! He probably just spent hours chatting with this woman.  I'd imagine that he regrets driving her there...

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u/Walkerbait97 1d ago

always wondered if he had a feeling. obviously not much he could do but possibly violate her privacy and call with her in the cab. he picked her up in tempe at the behavioral health clinic in town that is well known, an active meeting letting out & she said “just drive me to hoover dam” our states maybe most popular jumping spot?

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u/Lazy-PeachPrincess 22h ago

I know of a woman who took an hour long cab ride to the Golden Gate Bridge to jump. I can’t imagine what the cab driver thought.

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u/tizosteezes 1d ago

The cab still there

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u/Dame_Marjorie 1d ago

OMG it is! Wow.

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u/Big_Jackfruit_8821 1h ago

Whats the significance?

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u/La_Saxofonista 1d ago edited 22h ago

https://youtu.be/u1_EBSlnDlU?si=YusepEwt5L6iVaDB

"The View from Halfway Down" - BoJack Horseman (written by Alison Tafel)

The weak breeze whispers nothing

The water screams sublime

His feet shift, teeter-totter

Deep breath, stand back, it’s time

Toes untouch the overpass

Soon he’s water bound

Eyes locked shut but peek to see

The view from halfway down

A little wind, a summer sun

A river rich and regal

A flood of fond endorphins

Brings a calm that knows no equal

You’re flying now

You see things much more clear than from the ground

It’s all okay, it would be

Were you not now halfway down

Thrash to break from gravity

What now could slow the drop

All I’d give for toes to touch

The safety back at top

But this is it, the deed is done

Silence drowns the sound

Before I leaped I should’ve seen

The view from halfway down

I really should’ve thought about

The view from halfway down

I wish I could’ve known about

The view from halfway down

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u/Walkerbait97 1d ago

good on you for posting this. bad times pass, i know it isn’t that simple but wow

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u/La_Saxofonista 1d ago edited 22h ago

Yes. I think the author of the poem was originally inspired by survivors who jumped from the Golden Gate Bridge. Almost all of them said they regretted their choice the moment they let go of the rails.

There's actually quite a lot of time to think in those few seconds, and none can truly understand the view from halfway down until it's too late.

I bawled my eyes out watching that episode of BoJack Horseman. I'm pretty sure it won an award for the poem reading scene alone.

EDIT: minor rephrasing

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u/RealSinnSage 8h ago

best episode by far, just so good, so amazing

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u/PlasmidEve 1d ago edited 17h ago

Was this the one where there was a video of her rolling down the dam?

EDIT: Stop upvoting!! I was wrong!! XD

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u/MysteryBasil007 1d ago

No that was a different person sadly

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u/noachy 1d ago

This is the bridge that bypasses the road over the dam and it’s like a quarter mile away

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u/jp189512 1d ago

This reminds me of watching the bridge

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u/RealSinnSage 8h ago

more ppl need to watch that movie

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u/sweetmissjaye 1d ago

That's so sad

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u/rouxthless 1d ago

Who took the picture?

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u/Straight-Ad-4260 1d ago

A bystander who was taking pictures of the sunset.

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u/Thurisaz- 1d ago edited 1d ago

She was 42 yrs old . Got this from an old article.

“It was simply last week, on January 10, that Papayoti took a cab ride more than 280 miles straight from the Tempe, Arizona behavioral counseling meeting, telling the driver to just take her to the Hoover Dam, where she was somehow capable quickly crawl over a 5-foot barrier railing and jump, simply moments before sunset.

Her family’s issued media statement reflects the despair that they were Papayoti that is clearly aware who married with a child was fighting recently.”

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u/LauraPa1mer 1d ago

Okay some of those words make sense, but not in that order,

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u/MulliganPlsThx 1d ago

Yeah that is terribly written by the reporter

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u/ManchuDemon 1d ago

Simply.

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u/Dame_Marjorie 1d ago

I thought I was having a stroke. Thank you!

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u/Thurisaz- 1d ago

I just copied and pasted from an old article. Poorly written.

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u/BlackLodgeBrother 1d ago

An old article or ChatGPT?

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u/Thurisaz- 22h ago edited 22h ago

Old article…there is more but just copied and pasted the summary of events. article found regarding suicide.

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u/CatfishEnchiladas 1d ago

Simply put.

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u/Fearless-Mission-740 1d ago

There's a documentary on survivors of suicide attempts jumping from the Golden Gate. Every single survivor said the moment their fingers left the railing they regretted it. Final solution to temporary problems.

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u/ColdDeath0311 21h ago

I love the quote one of them said where he said “I realized every single problem in my life was fixable except the fact I had just jumped off this bridge.”

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u/Crude_poison91 15h ago

Do you know where I can find this documentary at?

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u/Mother_Raspberry_504 1d ago

Rest peacefully, precious 😭

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u/thisunrest 9h ago

I feel horrible for the cabbie.

Imagine driving for four hours only to learn that you literally drove your passenger to their death.

I hope he has all the support in the world, because this could really screw him up.0

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u/Neat_Panda9617 1d ago

How sad and awful.

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u/fasada68 1d ago

Such as sad, desperate moment.