I was excited when I found this book because I absolutely love reading about post-apocalyptic worlds and couldn’t believe there was one that had sapphic leading characters.
I’m just over 70% of the way through it now, and, oh my God, I’m so bored. I have been from the first few chapters.
Where are the zombies? Where are the raiders? We keep hearing so much about both of them, especially the latter, yet we’ve hardly seen them. We’ve heard more about the two of them taking cold showers and eating popcorn than things to do with what I assumed would be the foundation of the story.
I so desperately want to like Saff and Maddie, especially as a couple, but I just keep thinking, “where’s the flavor?” Head rubs, smiles, and reluctant mutters are pretty much all we get from the two. I’m all about slow burn, but damn. They both are just flat to me as individuals and as a relationship. I’m 380 pages in, yet I don’t feel connected to anyone, while I’m someone who tends to get way too attached to characters.
Maybe it’s because I read a lot of post-apocalypse, sci-fi, horror, etc. books by authors who are known for those genres, and I wrongfully set my expectations too high for this book. I admit I’m rarely a straight-up romance reader because it’s just not my thing; I far prefer stories where the romance is a subplot. But with that said, I’ve read romance-centric books, and while they weren’t my favorites, I still really enjoyed them because the author created such a good love story. Here, I’m getting neither.
Like I said, I still have just under 30% of the book to go, but even if a miracle happens and I love the rest of it, it still won’t be considered an amazing book to me since it took well over half of it to get there.
So many people adore this book, so I can’t help but wonder what the hell is up with me. Am I looking at it through the wrong lens? Is my English Lit degree failing me, and I’m reading it wrong?
Side Note: I was several chapters in when I learned the author used A.I. for the cover, so that didn’t taint my opinion of the story itself. It does, though, affect how I view the author because it’s so disheartening to me.