I believe it's my fault.
I know that.
Having watched Lost episode by episode as it aired from the pilot to the last episode it was, in the end, all my fault.
I spent hours between episodes on forums discussing theories and perhaps spending far to long wondering pointless things regarding the show.
Even as my friends started to jump ship from the show I still believed.
And I think that's why I hated the finale when it aired. I'd built up all these ideas (some my own - some others I'd read online) and I don't think any ending would have satisfied me.
I felt I'd wasted my time.
As the years went by I didn't trust another show.
Eventually Breaking Bad gained my trust - and in my view ended perfect.
......a few months ago I decided to rematch Lost. Mainly spurred on by this forum. I wanted to rewatch scenes that I enjoyed, and revisit the characters I'd fallen in love with.
And then I got to season 6.
And.....for most part I enjoyed.
I got to the ending....and...I felt....bet...er....about it.
I think more than anything I enjoyed the ride, as opposed to the destination.
I had no issues with understanding the ending.
I think....I think I...I just don't think ANY ending or outcome would have satisfied me.
....what was the point of this post?
Oh yeah!
I wanted to say thank you to you all.
The enthusiasm on this sub made me go '....im gonna give it another go.'
And?
I feel at peace now.
So. Thanks.
Stu