Some context:
Today is my 40th day smoke free but I still feel like smoking almost every day. I found this incredibly strange because why would I still be craving it if I havenāt had any nicotine in my system for so many days.
The last couple of days have been incredibly tough because of this since I felt itāll be impossible to quit cigs for good if I get urges like this forever. Like till when can I expect to actually fight them off.
So I asked gpt if the urges ever stop and it told me this:
Physical Cravings which come with serious withdrawals like irritability, restlessness and very strong urges typically last only the first 2 weeks or at most 3 weeks.
Post then for another 3 or so months, urges persist but these arenāt as strong. These urges are typically HABIT URGES, meaning you have correlated some part of your life with cigs and will take some time for your brain chemistry to rewire.
These habits could be connected with good weather, drinking, boredom, stress etc.
This made total sense now, I wasnāt actually getting any withdrawals or strong urges but this constant feeling of wanting a cig because I was continuously engaged in activities which my brain associated with cigs.
Such as:
1. I work from home so there was always an ashtray and cigs on my table while I worked
2. I watched tv shows on my tablet in the balcony while smoking so most shows or entertainment was associated with smoking
3. Morning coffee or refreshing drinks like Diet Coke in the noon always had a cigg with them
And so on
Why do I share this?
Because now it makes the fight easier
How?
I know the enemy i.e bad habits
More specifically bad association my mind had made
I know the time frame
It will take 3-6 months of constant effort to make sure my brain breaks these associations.
So now, every time I get a craving while performing an activity associated with smoking, I ask myself,
āDid smoking genuinely made this experience better?ā
āDid I enjoy this show more because of a cig?ā
āDid this coffee taste better because of a cig?ā
And more often than not, the answer is a big fat NO.
And then I remind myself, all the good not having a cig has done.
- No breathlessness while walking or climbing stairs
- No fast heartbeats even when sitting or lying down
- Food and drinks taste better
- I smell better, my clothes smell better
- I donāt have to hide from my parents at home while doing something shameful
- I donāt feel lesser of myself because I depend so much on a paper rolled with leaves inside
And VOILA, the moment passes, and I hopefully require my brain by 0.01%.
Itāll be a long fight but weāll fight till the end!