r/trans • u/Responsible_Travel_6 • 5d ago

Vent A very non conventional trans guy

I'm so non conventional and honestly, sometimes it even upsets me. I used to be very stereotypical, like wanting to go on T, doing masc contour whenever I could, etc but now I'm almost 20 and since I've let myself express myself the way I wanna, I did a full 180: I dress fem most of the time, I am very proud and aware of my body and I really don't plan on going on T since I don't see many things that would improve my quality of life.

I view myself as a very femboy who only really wants top surgery and if It could be possible, I'd like male genitalia but sadly that's not possible with modern technology yet:/ I'm trying to accept that this is just how I am but... I feel like a fraud sometimes, like I am nonbinary or so but I really don't like that term when it's applied to me.

Idk why I'm venting... guess I'm just trying to find approval and maybe someone who feels similarly?

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u/FakeBirdFacts 5d ago

Have you checked out r/ftmfemininity?

I will say, bottom surgery is a lot better than you think. If you want it, don’t write it off for not being “good enough.”

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u/honeysyrup_ 5d ago

Phalloplasty is indeed a thing if you want male genitalia! Obviously NSFW but if you go to r/phallo and sort by top of all time, you’ll see a lot of pics of fully healed neopenises :)